Deaf Muse-ings

Date

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:10:08 -0400

….was so successful!! I’m so excited about this :)

He was super cute, super sweet….our personalities seemed to go together really well! We got a pineapple slice for dessert, and when it was done, we literally used toothpicks and straw wrappers to make the skin of it into a Viking ship. It was incredibly adorable.
We both talked a lot - neither one of us talked too much. That’s a thing i tend to do on first dates, out of nerves. But that ended up not happening :)
We got coffee after dinner and kept talking. It was just so great. Also, he’s a really good hugger. And incredibly sexy.

Can this keep going??

YOU GUYS

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:42:42 -0400

I HAVE ANOTHER DATE TOMORROW.

IM SO EXCITED!!!

People AMAZE me sometimes. I just wish I could have realized sooner what complete dickwads some of...

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:11:40 -0400

People AMAZE me sometimes.

I just wish I could have realized sooner what complete dickwads some of them can be. I tend to be slow with that kind of thing. I suppose I always see the best in people, which isn’t a bad thing, but it does make me blind to those who would use that against me.

Sooooo over this. So glad I’m graduating and don’t have to deal with this bullshit anymore.

YOU GUYS

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:26:35 -0400

I HAVE A DATE TOMORROW

Post grad life

Sun, 12 May 2013 10:39:55 -0400

Is actually going ok.
I’m really thankful for the fact that I continued student teaching once my official internship was over. It kept me busy and distracted so that I wouldn’t think about things like “this is your last night at Furman” or “you might never see that friend who moved out yesterday ever again” or “now I’m off to live by myself”.

All of things have come to pass, but I’m so happy with life right now that it just doesn’t matter. Not yet, anyway. I know I will sorely miss those friends, but now is not that time.

I’m subbing full time for MONIES for two full weeks plus Friday two days ago. It’s pretty exciting and legit and I’m getting money yay! I love my kids at gettys so much, and getting to work with them all day is fuckin’ awesome.

Now I need to find a job and GET MY THIRD REFERENCE IN DAMMIT. Why people no write references?!

Also…I’m trying out some online dating. I’m talking to some pretty great people and I have a dinner date this week that I’m really excited for!! We’ve been texting the past week, and he’s totally charming and funny and sweet. And really cute. I hope it goes well!!! I need a good dating experience….cause things have been shitty in that realm for a while and it’d be nice to have something work out at least a little better.

Last article of discussion: I’m doing drum corps this summer and I am ÜBER EXCITED!!!!!

Sun, 12 May 2013 10:32:22 -0400

roll-like-a-buffalol:

randomstuff134:

sodamnrelatable:

take a moment to realize you have never seen your face in person, just reflections and pictures

some scientists agree that if you saw a clone of yourself, you wouldn’t recognise it as you, because our idea of what we look like is so different from what we actually look like

False.

Oh my god, this is so true

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 20:02:19 -0400

Oh my god, this is so true

in-demigodishness-and-all-that: fuckthetieavpsy: mrsmelchiorgab...

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 12:40:08 -0400

in-demigodishness-and-all-that:

fuckthetieavpsy:

mrsmelchiorgabor:

this is what heterophobia would look like if it was real. if you believe that heterophobia is a real thing that exists, please watch this because you will see that it simply doesn’t exist, that it never has and never will.

tbh I think everyone should watch this anyway because it’s very clever and very powerful

I love this, but it’s so fucking messed up that we have to make things like this in order to get straight people to understand. We have to make it about them, because apparently they are incapable of empathy. It’s sad.

I feel the need to put why I find this so powerful to me.

I am a Christian girl, who is known as being the smart, good, clean cut kid. What most people in my life don’t know is I’m bisexual, too. One of my friends is a girl I have had a crush on for two years and I love being around her.

I refuse to come out to my school and my family because of this. My parents don’t know I’m bi and I only told my best friend. She is Christian as well and one of the few people in my life I feel wouldn’t make me out to be some sort of freak. The sad thing is that she does not go to my school, and I would be the only out of the closet bisexual or homosexual in my grade. And while my town and state are liberal, my peers are extremely homophobic. Their greatest insults are calling someone queer, faggot/fag, gay, and other gay slurs. They act as if liking someone of the same gender is a crime.

I cannot come out without those people bullying me, and what is worse is the fact my parents are also homophobic. My father is extremely against same-sex marriage and hates my cousin’s sexuality. My cousin, Marcus, is a homosexual and has written multiple books about gay romance. My father has read his books because we are family and he wants to support his dream to write, he does not, however, support him in general.

I am worried my father will not support me, too. While I like both males and females, my father may think this is even worse/”unnatural”.

I know this isn’t about me, but this is why I connect to this video so much. Thank you if you read this, because I know you didn’t have to.

Step into someone else’s shoes. See what’s really, actually happening.

freakoftheangels: un-requitedl0ve: i took you for granted,...

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 00:13:11 -0400

freakoftheangels:

un-requitedl0ve:

i took you for granted, VHS. i took you for granted..

huh…

The first one….the first one is beautiful - I wish people could pick right back up where you left off.

I am not afraid to take chances

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 12:34:40 -0400

…even when they lead to failure. You know why? Because in the end, if you didn’t take those chances, you would spend the rest of your life kicking yourself and wondering what the hell would have happened if you had just taken them.

Don’t be afraid to put yourself out there. Don’t be afraid to go out on a limb, even when it’s about to break. Don’t worry that you won’t be good enough - instead, worry about what you can do to make it through. Because no matter what happens, you will make it through any chance you take.

That’s all life is, really. A series of chances and opportunities you have to take. Life is too short to shy away from them. Take those chances, bitches.

Well, Shit.

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 10:39:25 -0400

Why is it that every time I fall for somebody that is so beautiful, so perfect, so….Gahhh just fantastic….their hearts are already set on someone else?

LAUGHING AT MY NIGHTMARE: This is Probably a Terrible Idea

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 19:22:58 -0400

LAUGHING AT MY NIGHTMARE: This is Probably a Terrible Idea:

laughingatmynightmare:

I will most likely be dead before I turn 30. Even that estimate is a generous one. I have a disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy (Type 2) that has been slowly destroying all the muscles in my body for the last 18 years, 11 months, and 354 days. Eventually I will catch a cold, it will turn into…

Working at Spearhead has opened my eyes to special needs, but this….this has opened my eyes just a little bit more not only about the lives of those who have special needs, but to my own life. Take some time to read through this blog. Follow it. It will change your life.

quillotine: renirabbit: renkris: Gordon Ramsay doesn’t care...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 18:22:31 -0400

quillotine:

renirabbit:

renkris:

Gordon Ramsay doesn’t care about your gender, race, or creed. All he cares about is that you can cook.

The contestant, Christine, is blind, and he lets her know exactly what he thinks of her dish.

sooo…i have tears on my face

He runs a knife over the top so she can HEAR the sugar glaze on top. HE DESCRIBES THE CRUST IN DETAIL TO HER.

Oh god. This is just too damn beautiful. Chef DOES have a soul.

thybirdness: of-things-unknown: radioactive-lllove: lexinoel34...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 00:04:38 -0400

thybirdness:

of-things-unknown:

radioactive-lllove:

lexinoel342:

dancemommamaniac:

I AM ACTUALLY IN TEARS CRYING FROM LAUGHTER I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD AT A VIDEO IN MY LIFE OH MY

OMG I CANT EVEN TELL YOU HOW GREAT THIS IS.

WHAT JUST HAPPENED

I’m officially dead

OMG!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

MORE I WANT MORE

This sickens me.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 20:26:40 -0400

This sickens me.

Annnnd a great day goes down the shithole.

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 18:34:38 -0400

Today was fantastic.

I was so happy, and high-spirited.

And then I got back to Furman.

And now I’m being told I may not graduate in May and/or not get certified to teach. Just like that, my life is thrown to the wind of doubt because I have no idea what’s going to happen if I can’t make this work out.

FUUUUUUCK.

Fuck it,

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 23:07:16 -0400

I’m dressing up tomorrow. Why? Because I want to look classy as shit, that’s why.

Genius. These never get old!!

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 22:56:40 -0400

Genius. These never get old!!

AHHHH. NOOOOO.

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 22:54:56 -0400

AHHHH. NOOOOO.

So.....

Sun, 07 Apr 2013 22:41:48 -0400

I just spent a wonderful weekend with a wonderful guy and I’m smiling just thinking about it and I want this to become a thing and I hope I don’t fuck this up and I see him again next weekend and I can’t wait and I really hope I’m not jumping the gun here but I really think this has potential and that really makes me happy and even if it doesn’t work out in the end I’m having a blast knowing him and I can’t wait to see what happens and I’m really happy right now could you tell by my lack of punctuation